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Saturday, January 02, 2010
/2:01 AMcan i take the next available plane and leave NOW???
gosh. what a start to the year. 1st was okay, but when the clocked ticked to 2nd, it got so bad, it left me so upset. i hate how you assume i dont want things and give it anyway, WITHOUT ASKING. just because there's a limit as to how much stuff i can bring over doesnt mean that i dont want certain things! and so what if i havent worn some clothes for awhile. it doesnt mean i have to throw them away (which you fucking keep irritating me to do so). there are certain things old and tattered, seemingly useless and meaningless, but i just want to keep them. CANNOT IS IT.
can you stop spoiling my year. my brand new year (BRAND NEW) will start in four weeks. nobody has any right anymore to give or throw away things without asking. i will keep whatever i want, whatever i like. even if i dont use it, i dont fucking care.
very very very upset. i am gonna hide under the covers and cry myself to sleep
Saturday, December 26, 2009
/4:32 PMi wasnt that looking forward to leave, i mean who will with friends and family to be left behind.
but these few days have been ultimately irritating. cannot wait to leave. hello you! if you think i cannot fucking survive alone, keep it to yourself. i have absolute faith and confidence in myself, thank you very much. seriously dont need all that fake concern and unnecessary fears. its just annoying. just say goodbye, i'm totally okay with that. makes me really want to leave like NOW NOW NOW. and skip all these. totally dont see why i NEED a family gathering and waste money to hear you guys and your rubbish.
grrrr. but despite that, christmas was a good affair with the closer family (:
Thursday, December 24, 2009
/3:24 PMthis year passed, just like that.
since the previous post, yes all my holiday plans did come true and i'm really glad for that.
Beijing was funnn! i miss farha and weizhen ): the cold was terrible though. but yes we caught the early induced snowfall. my favourite part was the bird nest stadium! (:
kl next wasnt anything much, but i had fun with liyuan and i miss playing with her ): so damn much
then it was to hk and macau with the family. it was awesome. eating and shopping and laughing over stupid things. i am gonna miss hongkong la. 3 consecutive years going, but nooo i am not sick of it. macau was pretty fun though there wasnt anything much to do. venetian we stayed in was really grand and awesome though. i am really gonna miss family trips like this and bangkok. they are all gonna go on travelling hiatus in 2010 and save up to come up to switz!
a few days after i was back was vietnam with sam and teresa! haha. 3 girls in hcm, everybody was like ooo dangerous know. but we survived! and had lots of fun and good food! everything was cheap and shiok. its amazing how the shopping wasnt that great, but we still spent much buying random things! and of course the time spent with the girls (:
didnt quite want to come back because crescent carnival was nearing. goodness. there were many last min scares and rush, but thank god things turned out fine. i was so damn scared for the weather, but luckily for us, it was just showers of blessing (: we did well, lots of effort from juanita and nad, am thankful for them cos while i was happy in vietnam, they were helping me back in sg! it went well and we raised more than last yr, which i was happy, definitely, even though i know its still not enough. but we're slowly getting better (:
past vs present was the game i was looking forward to the most. BUT it had to be postponed, till i dunno when ): sigh, i just hope i get to play?
gonna be a piggy festive season man. dinners and all everyday. am gonna gain weight laaa ): gonna be heading for a family chalet later, dont know if i will be spending christmas with them again anytime soon??
2010 fast coming, its about time to head to switz. the only thing i'm sad about is that they're having a family trip to JB for horseriding, but that weekend, i'm heading to bangkok with kryshuan. sighhh.
merry christmas all! till 2010 comes and i set some goals for the year ahead
Sunday, October 18, 2009
/5:06 PMthis is sucha glutton-y weekend!
had dinner and ktv on friday. and i've come to realise how singing and dancing is the most therapeutic activities (more so than hockey!), for me that is. had a lot of fun and it was 530 in the morning before i fell asleep.
saturday was high tea at royal plaza on scotts. you've got to be kidding for calling that tea because the spread was insane. it was much fun and much good food (: followed by deadly tsunami that night. i miss geog man and it was so sad! the separation and all. and its really so true about the aftermath killing more than the waves themselves. sigh, whats more all the disasters in the asia region recently.
today is going to be glutton-y too. steamboat with the family tonight!
i pray and hope all the year end trips and all reallyyyy do happen! i will be a really happy girl if it does (:
november is set and planned: beijing, KL
december i'm looking at macau, vietnam (nothing's confirmed i can only hope they happen!)
january probably will be a few short days to bangkok with huan! (pretty much confirmed just missing the official confirmation = booking airtics)
and of course january also means SWITZERLAND. which i actually need to get my flight confirmed but URGH inefficient and unresponsive people irritate me haha.
oh wells, for now life is good
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
/12:48 AMtwo months at the bugis shop ended yesterday and it passed considerably fast and very peacefully! it wasnt that tiring despite a six day week. amazingly, the 2nd last weekend i actually survived work and a stayover on fri, work on sat followed by clubbing THEN work on sun. woohoo. didnt lose my social life at least hurhur.
and i'm thankful for nice managers and pretty nice staff so it made boring days much much better (: no complaints, no issues about being late hehe. and then weekends, having permanent promoters from afew other brands that make weekends so much more fun, bringing much more laughter. we had a farewell steamboat dinner yesterday even! haha.
there will be people i miss ): but am overall VERY THANKFUL for a great two months!
i have 3half months left and taking out times when i'm going to be away, i'm left with 3 months. which in my opinion is coming all too fast! whats up next would be events here and there, travelling, and maybe more bb? i dunno. BUT beijing's confirmed with flight already booked and that will be end oct to early nov. then mid nov kl with liyuan to play hockey. and come dec, probably a trip with t&s&j and another with the cousins. then early jan bangkok with huan! alot of ideas and plans blah blah blah, but hopefully they do happen! at least for now, nov is pretty much packed but not too packed (:
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
/12:04 AMjust had a good long weekend from work, but no that doesnt make me more recharged hahaha.
spent the weekend watching f1 and spending money hehe
friday night was (:
ajisen dinner with hw sj meldoy. gosh i miss them and all the brainless nonsense talk over dinner. its always so fun! makes me miss season so damn much. it was just training that mattered, there was no need to think about anything else. miss the good ole days. hanwei if you're reading this, before i leave please remind me we need to have one more ajisen session!
we then adjourned to dempsey to meet the rest of the hockey team! the walk up from the bus stop was so funny! haha i felt quite bad that while taking pictures with them i ignored ber for some moments over the phone. had quite a good night catching up with the girls, gosh i miss them so much! i hate them for being so busy with uni ): hahaha. we should have more meetups! more more more (:
f1 weekend was tiring. hot!! haha and spending money heh. it was fun though. the angmohs around were so high, the atmosphere was gooood (:
yesterday!
after so long, played a game at sengkang! omg i really almost died. it left me so tired, thank god for ferlai for picking the balls, if not i would have died EARLIER. hahaha. didnt help that it was so hot i was melting. but the worst part has to be me being so RUSTY! first half was terrible. my hits, my 16yards were so bad ): i was so sad, i wish i can blame it on my stick that is partly cracked at the head. haha. but ya la its just me ultimately hahaha. second half was better, but my fitness was failing on me. and we lost by a small margin! ): grr. but oh wells, it was gooood to be back playing hockey once more (:
today was sashimi day! hahaha
i love sashimi sessions with sam and jessie (: i miss school and all the rubbish we do hahaha.
i had a great dinner too, jap foood again heh
back to work tmr (:
Thursday, August 13, 2009
/12:44 AMSomewhere along the way, time has crept by and suddenly i find myself halfway into august. its scarily fast. from 6more months to less than that! there are quite some stuff i've gotta settle but as usual i've been procrastinating and sigh this bad habit of mine has TO GO.
i guess the worst part has t be technology failing on me at this pt of time ):
laptop problems, mp3 died ): camera needs t be repaired because i'm so careless
AND a hp that blanks out everytime i click contacts. i can die. ALL at the same time is not funny
i must really learn t be more independent if not i will die in switz, plus the fact i'm going thr on my own. am quite excited and as the date draws closer i probably will be even more. but the more excited i get, the more scared i get too. it IS scary really, thinking abt how i have t do everything myself SIGH. but no, aint looking back and regretting
2 months of work, i hope i survive enough t not lose my social life hahaha. then come october beijing beckons! i really want t travel more than just that. and hopefully another trip sometime in dec?! then 2010 comes and jan will fly by and then i'll be in switz in no time. pretty nicely planned out timing, am really glad i deferred (:
recently i was amazed at how an sms can make me smile like an idiot. amazing how technology plus some funny words make me happy. and recently i went cycling again! i just love the breeze, the sea and the company everytime i head t ecp. and yesterday i went for trng after dunno how many months of not doing so. it was fun t play on the new turf, good t sweat it out but i am aching tday! hahaha.
life has been pretty good, pretty happy with it (: its just a pity somethings just have t be sacrificed
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